9 years ago !!!

2010 end of year emotional re-birthing clearing experience!

RESPONSIBILITY & EMOTIONAL RELEASE
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IF I LET MYSELF FEEL THE FEELINGS AND EXPERIENCE WHAT I AM TRYING TO CONSTANTLY RUN AWAY FROM BY DISTRACTION AND VARIOUS OTHER MEANS, I WILL EVENTUALLY EXPERIENCE THAT POWER WHICH I HAVE LOST TOUCH WITH, AN INFINITE POWER AT FIRST BEYOND BELIEF!

IN FACT WE HAVE BEEN GIVING THAT POWER AWAY INSTEAD OF OWNING IT MOST OF OUR LIFE, JUST AS THE SUN BURNS FEROCIOUSLY YOU TOO CAN EXPERIENCE THE SAME STRENGTH AND POWER, BREATHE DEEP FEEL THE FEELING YOUR TRYING TO RUN FROM.

ACCEPT AND BE WITH WHAT IS, WORK WITH IT! THE HUMAN RACE HAS BEEN CONSTANTLY AVOIDING THE REALITY AT WHICH THEY ARE PRESENTED, FACING YOUR INNER DEMONS IS THE ONLY TRUE WAY TO HAVE ANY POWER IN THIS WORLD.

OUR MIND AND ATTENTION IS BEING CONSTANTLY DIVERTED AWAY FROM OUR INNER STRENGTH AND POWER.
WE ARE SO LOST OUT THERE THAT WE ARE NOT BREATHING, IN FACT MOST OF US ARE BREATHING A TINY AMOUNT OF AIR IN MANY ARE IN A STATE OF (FIGHT FLIGHT) WHICH CAUSES SHALLOW BREATHING, AIR IS OUR LIFE FORCE, WHEN YOU BREATHE IT IN FULLY YOU CAN WORK WITH THE TRUTH OF WHO YOU ARE GETTING OUT OF THAT MIND THAT GOES ROUND AND ROUND AND ROUND TRYING TO SEARCH FOR SOMETHING TO MAKE IT FEEL GOOD.

THE NEXT CIGARETTE, A CUP OF TEA, LOVE, MORE MONEY MORE MORE MORE. THIS FEELING OF LACK IS A COMPLETE ILLUSION, A LIE! SOME SAY TO KEEP US LIKE LITTLE PUPPETS ON A STRING IN A CONSUMER SOCIETY OTHERS SAY WE JUST FORGOT OUR WAYS.

MILLIONS OF PEOPLE ARE LITERALLY BANGING THEIR HEADS AGAINST WALLS GOING ROUND AND ROUND, IN DENIAL AND DELUSION, IT’S JUST LEARNT BEHAVIOR THAT WE DO HAVE THE KNOWLEDGE AND THE CHANCE TO CHANGE NOW!
WHEN YOU ACCEPT YOUR POWER AND FULL RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR LIFE AND WHAT YOU FEEL BACK INTO YOURSELF, YOU’LL SURELY KNOW FREEDOM.

UNFORTUNATELY THIS IN MANY CASES IS NOT AN EASY THING, WE WERE BOUGHT INTO A WORLD WHERE WE BELIVE POWER IS SOMETHING YOU EARN
, YOU ALREADY HAVE ALL THE POWER IN THE UNIVERSE! YOU JUST BELIEVED YOU WERE POWERLESS AND SHUT IT DOWN, WE HIDE BEHIND OUR JUDGEMENTS OUR CRITICISMS GIVE US A FEELING OF STRENGTH, SO WE CAN COMPARE OURSELVES TO A WEAKER OTHER.

THAT IS NOT POWER MY FRIEND!

A LOT OF PEOPLE ON THE SPIRITUAL PATH TALK ABOUT LOVE BUT COMPLETELY RUN AWAY FROM THE SO CALLED NEGATIVE FEELINGS, TO CALL ANGER OR ANY “LOWER EMOTION” NEGATIVE IS TO STILL BE CAUGHT IN THE RIGHT AND WRONG THINKING THAT WE LEARNT AS A CHILD.
IF ANGER IS WHAT YOU FEEL BREATHE DEEP FEEL IT, LET IT IN COMPLETELY OWN IT AND LET IT OUT.

WE DON’T NEED TO USE EACH OTHER AS PUNCH BAG’S ANYMORE!

IF IT IS BAD TO FEEL A NEGATIVE EMOTION THEN WHAT DO YOU DO WITH IT? I TELL YOU WHAT. YOU KEEP IT INSIDE FOR DONKEYS YEARS AND ONCE IN A WHILE SOMEBODY TICKS YOU OFF AND YOU GET PISSED, EXPLODE AND THIS HAPPENS ROUND AND ROUND, IF YOU DENY IT’S EXISTENCE AND NEVER LET IT GO.

TODAY I WAS ALONE, DESPERATE, LOST AND YEARNING AND INSTEAD OF DOING WHAT I USUALLY DO REACH FOR THAT CIGARETTE OR THAT DISTRACTION, I SAT WITH MY FEELINGS AND TOLD MYSELF I WAS GOING TO FEEL THIS, I BEGAN TO CRY AND BREATHE DEEPLY THIS CARRIED ON FOR HALF AN HOUR OF POURING OUT OLD EMOTIONAL HURTS HONORING THE BEING I AM!.

THEN MY WHOLE BODY WAS TINGLING LIKE ELECTRICITY FLOWING THROUGH ME I FELT LIKE I WAS BEING HIT IN THE STOMACH, MASSES OF POWER WAS FLOWING THROUGH MY BODY FROM HEAD TO TOE, SO MUCH ADRENALINE I COULD HAVE LIFTED A CAR! TRUE POWER!

THIS WOULD BE IN INDIA WHAT THEY CALL THE REBIRTHING-BREATHWORK TECHNIQUE

AFTER THIS EXPERIENCE I CAN SAFELY SAY THAT A LARGE PORTION OF THE HUMAN RACE WILL PROBABLY BE OPERATING IN ONLY A SMALL FRACTION OF THEIR OWN POWER AND MOSTLY STUCK IN THE MIND, BECAUSE WE ARE BLOCKING OUR OWN EVOLUTION CONSTANTLY BY SUPPRESSING AND PUSHING DOWN WHAT IS!

WHEN YOU ACCEPT AND COME TO TERMS WITH WHAT YOU FEEL INSIDE YOU’LL BE MUCH MORE OPEN TO ACCEPTING OTHER PEOPLES ATTITUDES AND BEHAVIORS, BY EXPRESSING AND OWNING OUR OWN FEELINGS WE CAN STOP BEING VICTIMS, STOP BLAMING JUDGING OTHERS, ATTRACTING THE SAME LIFE SITUATIONS AND ATTRACT POSITIVE EXPERIENCES.

THOSE FEELINGS WERE MOSTLY FROM MY CHILDHOOD, THE WORLD IS BEING RUN BY SO CALLED ADULTS LIVING IN THE PAIN OF THEIR CHILDHOOD WOUNDS, THAT’S WHY THINGS ARE SO MESSED UP NOW, HEAL THE PAIN AND IT CHANGES YOUR ATTITUDES OF LIFE, YOUR CHOICES, YOUR RELATIONSHIPS WITH FELLOW PEOPLE AND LIFE ITSELF FOR THE BETTER!

A NEW BREED OF HUMAN IS NOW EVOLVING OUT OF THE EMBERS WHO ARE SHARING WITH AND TEACHING EACH OTHER WHAT WE HAVE LOST AND WHAT WE NEED TO RE-INTERGRATE INTO OUR LIVES TO ONCE AGAIN RECONNECT WITH WHO WE ARE, HAVE MEANING FULL LIVES, LOVE & DEEP CONNECTIONS TO ALL LIFE, THOSE PEOPLE WILL HELP BRING FORWARD HUMANITY INTO A STATE WHERE ONCE AGAIN MAGIC REALLY CAN HAPPEN!

TODAY IS A GREAT DAY I HAVE LEARNT TO WORK WITH AND RELEASE EMOTIONS THAT HAVE BEEN DICTATING MY LIFE AND BEHAVIORS, I HOPE OTHERS WHO ARE ON A HEALING JOURNEY MAY FIND COMFORT AND PEACE WITH THE BREATHWORK-REBIRTHING TECHNIQUE

I WANT TO SEE LOT’S OF PEOPLE FREE FROM THE BURDENS OF CENTURIES OF SELF-DESTRUCIVE BEHAVIORS AND FULL OF POWER AND LOVE

CHEERS
RIXSTA

2010-12-10


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